Big girl don't cry

Assalamualaikum . Ya Allah . Kenapa sekarang ni Farah rasa tertekan ? Tertekan dengan semua perkara . People might see me happy outside but demi Allah dekat dalam , hanya Allah saja tahu macam mana perasaan . I feel so stress . Spm just around the corner and i really don't feel the heat . Dari semua aspek . No! Even my family can't give the surrounding i should have one . So how ? Really stress . Arghhhh . I really need someone but erghhhh entah lh . Ya Allah geram! Ya Allah buntu Ya Rabbi! Astaghfirullahhal azim :'(

Assalamualaikum semua . sihat ? heee . Farah sekarang rasa macam ermmm nak bagi tahu macam mana eh but erk rasalah . sesak . mybe sebab mandi tadi kut . Air sejuk macam dekat air terjun ooo . so i guess mybe itu faktor Farah jadi sejuk semacam .  okay dah . amacam trial ? me ? ohhh carelesss to infinity . grr . not bad lah . hemm kay change topic . actually this coming thursday , Farah nak buat makan-2 sikit dekat kelas sempena my birthday but there's seem an error to deal with this . don't know lah . Farah dah bagi tahu dorang but heeem well , i don't know lah . i don't think i can make it . nampak macam terdapat unsur yang kurang baik dari sebelah pihak . well , i can't say any word to describe her . menyampah memang menyampah but apa boleh buat . nak ungkap perasaan tu ermmm setakat SEDIH pun tak dapat nak gambarkan . aaaa tension . serious T.T  feel like wanna cry . selalu jadi macam ni time my bornday . tak pernah nak jalan lancar . hancur ja semua . btw ...